Okay, so I think I've figured out what's wrong. I'm not completely manic and I'm not completely depressive right now. I'm currently mixed, which means I'm rapid cycling right now. Like, severely rapid cycling.
I am both exhausted and insomniac. I woke up this morning as depressed as I was yesterday and by 2 in the afternoon I was hyper and very manic. By the time I started preparing dinner, my mind was so frazzled I couldn't think properly and I was talking so rapidly I could barely keep up. I'm immensely thankful for Chris who helped me with dinner. He's the one who told me I was rapid cycling.
i can't believe I didn't catch it myself. ><
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