I can't breath right now because my throat is so tight from holding back tears.
Don't ask me why I want to cry, I don't know.
It is irrational.
It isn't logical.
I just want to walk off into the dark oblivion, never to return.
I'm so sick of dealing with this, of trying to be strong.
I've been okay the past couple of weeks, had some bad days, today just happens to be one of those bad days I hate so much.
My manic is pretty much gone right now, I hope the depressed part of the cycle doesn't last as long as my manic did....
Goddamn it.
This is fucking bullshit.
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