Anxious

Thoughts are swirling

Feelings twirling

Stomach churning

Heart is yearning

Anxiety

It starts
Starts with a tremor
Slight
Barely discernible

It grows
Grows with each breath
Rapid
Fearsome jitters

It slows
Slows to a crawl
Ends
Trembling alone

Shortcomings

I'm not writing this to be a bitchy, whiny little baby who can't deal with her own problems.  I just feel the need to get this off my chest and maybe then I can get back to being bubbly and happy and thrilled with having a boyfriend.

Anxiety

Anxiety is something I've struggled with for years, but I've never really thought much about it.  I figured it was all tied to my bi-polar and that if I could control the bi-polar, the anxiety would just magically disappear.