| Hard to imagine one could be depressed with THIS picture staring them in the face. | 
This feels like it's becoming a series. "_____ and Depression" though I'm pretty sure I only have one other blog post with the word depression in it. Oh well.
| Awesome, fuzzy hat. <3 | 
My boyfriend got me the cutest hat for Christmas. And I think it is the most adorable hat ever. I love it. It's a wee bit tight, but I figure that if I wear it enough, it'll stretch. We'll see.
I tell you this, not to inform you that I indeed got awesome Christmas gifts, but that I am missing Chase immensely tonight.  Like, more so than usual.  Usually, I can mash down the lonely feelings and pretend that everything is okay.  Well tonight, I can't.  I want to cry.  
I was laying on my freshly vacuumed floor staring at my ceiling fan, ignoring the purring ball of fur that is my cat meandering around my body.  I needed something to do.  My room has been completely cleaned already (save my closet, but I'm saving that for a day that is not tonight) and I simply am not tired.  Lonely, yes.  Sleepy, no.  It's times like these where I find myself wishing even more so than I already do that my boyfriend lived closer to me than freaking Minnesota.  I'd be perfectly okay with Omaha.  Seriously.  Anyway, I look around my room from my place on the floor and I see, staring at me with his big, black eyes, my hat.  
I put it on.
And smiled for the first time today.
So thank-you, Chase.  We may be 500 miles apart, but that just gives us the opportunity to sing The Proclaimers and tell cheesy jokes on Skype.  
I think I'll sleep with Domo, tonight...
Oh, and for you Mishi. I found another image for your Hello Kitty post.
Oh, and for you Mishi. I found another image for your Hello Kitty post.
 
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Domo arigato, Mr. Robot--oh. ...Wrong Domo.
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